I wish ?

I wish to talk, even i know that's so impossible ?
I wish to tell something, even i know that's absolutely can't ?
I wish to impress something, even i know that will make someone hurt !
I wish to hug and telling the truth, but i know that will not be in a good result.

I've so many wish to do. So many wishlist that im wish to. But I can't do it, because of a tiny reason.

My very strong reason is "Non" non of them were listen to my word. I can't ask people to do that or that just Because i want them to do it for me. I can't ask for help from anyone. People keep on betrayed me just because of a tiny reason "Non"

I have no power to control people, i have nothing to make people comfort to be with cause im just nothing. I was realised maybe people thought i wasn't exist because their underestimated of me ?

Ooooo . . . Please i just want to do something that will make me feel comfortable with it. I love everyone, i do love my family, i love my parents especially, i love my siblings, I love my pals, i love my pets, my jobs, my stuff, my love item, my emma's because im not in love with anyone. I don't pretty sure whether i should be in love of shouldn't.

I've so many questions that were rolling and comes through my mind. I've so many thing to think about it why ? Why me ? Why should i ? Why am i be in this way ? Why and why ? The questions are never answered. Yes, some of questions do have an answer. But other questions will come out from my black boxes. Im not pretty sure why.

-Asyraf-